What i’ve seen, is not what you’ve seen.
I can feel it that i am changing since the moment i was being harsh to a girl. I felt guilty for a moment , then i felt numb again. Maybe friendship with some people doesn’t really mean anything to me anymore. Or i am here to bang those sentences to my head so i can calm this guilty of mine.
My mum was right about friendship, best friends do not come so easily, what i have now doesn’t mean it would last, those so-called friends now, it is just another life drama. Family comes first. Best friends comes in naturally when you start to treat people with sincerity.