Today was blurred with the insomnia i had last night. Had a serious nose allergic from last night til now. My eyes are all teary. It really does look scary from close , it’s like i have been crying for a long time. From far, i actually like how it looks, mysterious, shinning from the tears, very wild, my pupils are dilating , my irises look so brownish. Maybe i should get myself a pair of coloured lens. Aha! Well, hope my nose will recover anytime soon before i sleep again.
I watched a movie named : ” Not easily broken”. If i am not wrong about it. It was a half way movie. I never knew what happened from the start , i just watched it half way when it was gonna end. The guy which cast as the main actor was pretty cool. I like what he said in that movie.
Time seem to have stop , i am not used to this and i will learn to be so. I have relied on you way too much, now i know what am i going through. I will stand up again. For my future, without you. I accepted that fact. Life would be a little less colourless and a bit more colourful. I have aims to achieve, thus i shall not waste time on those memories. Time will bleach it into black and white.
Life is upside down, i’ve gotta live it upside up.