It ain’t that real afterall.
For what i have said, it was not real from the beginning until now. I trusted my instinct and betrayed by myself. Hopeless me, yet i am so proud of myself to be so optimistic.
I have been looking for you. Searching everywhere in my room, my brain , myself , corners of everywhere. Yet , you have abandoned me in the first step. What did i find? I found nothing except for hatred , sadness , disappointment.
For me, i have let it go. What is my, meant to be mine ; what is not , never was mine from the start. I understand it perfectly, yet you do not. (:
Farewell, the weak Karlyn. Hello, the original Karlyn.