Try to explain this reaction.
Once you tried, you would want more and MORE. Trust me , it is addictive and it is fabulous SWEET.
There’s no normal word which can perfectly describe it.
While cleaning my so-called vehicle. The water rolled down the little hill of my front porch down the flat land. The water started to accumulate , few birds stop in the pool of water and started to clean themselves up. That was a fascinating view, indeed Mother Nature is powerful for creating such creatures and designed everything in a perfect balance. I can feel the beauty of it.
At the end , I tried to balance myself out of a lot of things. I tried so hard , eventually i lost the balance of it. Tell me , whether did i do it right and choose it right? Maybe i am a busybody for helping too much. Do you even appreciate? Maybe my emotion is on the edge of bursting. Unbearable emotions. Well, now i am hyper for letting those words out. Okay, i admit i am weird. Abnormal. Crazy. Nuts. Whatever.
This is me. Accept the fact or face away from my face.